I'M SORRY

I'm damn sorry i was an asshole, ok? But hey, nobody can do without an asshole.

Then again, i guess at this point of time, an asshole is pretty redundant, isn't it?

I'm talking nonsense! I'm damn sorry ok? SORRY I SUCK LAH.

We're going jamming tomorrow and i'm damn scared i'll feel damn left out. It's quite stupid to broadcast my feelings out here, isn't it? But not many people read this anyway, so by the time it's read i'll probably feel much better already.

I'm going to bring my imaginary friend, Travis, along.

He'll entertain me.

There's 3 more weeks to exams. I should mug. And then i'll reward myself well. Like, damn well. That's only if i get good grades though. If i get F9s, i should be banished to the toilet to scrub toiletbowls for eternity. And at the same time, some fat sumo will be sitting on me. Is that bad enough a punishment for a disgusting person like ME?!

Went to Jolyn's primary school today. HUA MIEN PRIMARY. Why is it Hua Mien? I thought it's Hua Min? Ok whatever. I think her friend is cute. SHUT UP DIONNE.

I'm on an emotional rollercoaster.

It's going up. Down. Up. Down. Up. DOWN DOWN DOWN. What if it never goes up again?

Someone please help me. Stop the bloody thing and let me get off! I'd much rather be in a hot air balloon where i'll always be up and free to go where the wind brings me. I'd be much happier.

THIS IS MAKING NO SENSE. NOBODY READS ANYWAY, SO FINE!

I never knew how important he was to me, until he passed away.

I think it's my fault. I didn't spend enough time with him. I should have washed his cage 45 times a day to make sure there wasn't any germs in it.

I should have forced him to eat 25 million vitamin pills a week so that he would be healthy and strong.

I should have changed the water in his waterbottle more so that he has super fresh and sparkling water everyday.

I should have given him more fruits and vegetables so that he would have lots of fibre and he could shit more so he wouldn't have indigestion.

I should have forced him to bathe more so he would be cleaner and when he is cleaner and nicer smelling, he would be happier.

LEO'S DEAD.

and it's my fault.