I'M SORRY

I'm damn sorry i was an asshole, ok? But hey, nobody can do without an asshole.

Then again, i guess at this point of time, an asshole is pretty redundant, isn't it?

I'm talking nonsense! I'm damn sorry ok? SORRY I SUCK LAH.

We're going jamming tomorrow and i'm damn scared i'll feel damn left out. It's quite stupid to broadcast my feelings out here, isn't it? But not many people read this anyway, so by the time it's read i'll probably feel much better already.

I'm going to bring my imaginary friend, Travis, along.

He'll entertain me.

There's 3 more weeks to exams. I should mug. And then i'll reward myself well. Like, damn well. That's only if i get good grades though. If i get F9s, i should be banished to the toilet to scrub toiletbowls for eternity. And at the same time, some fat sumo will be sitting on me. Is that bad enough a punishment for a disgusting person like ME?!

Went to Jolyn's primary school today. HUA MIEN PRIMARY. Why is it Hua Mien? I thought it's Hua Min? Ok whatever. I think her friend is cute. SHUT UP DIONNE.

I'm on an emotional rollercoaster.

It's going up. Down. Up. Down. Up. DOWN DOWN DOWN. What if it never goes up again?

Someone please help me. Stop the bloody thing and let me get off! I'd much rather be in a hot air balloon where i'll always be up and free to go where the wind brings me. I'd be much happier.

THIS IS MAKING NO SENSE. NOBODY READS ANYWAY, SO FINE!

I never knew how important he was to me, until he passed away.

I think it's my fault. I didn't spend enough time with him. I should have washed his cage 45 times a day to make sure there wasn't any germs in it.

I should have forced him to eat 25 million vitamin pills a week so that he would be healthy and strong.

I should have changed the water in his waterbottle more so that he has super fresh and sparkling water everyday.

I should have given him more fruits and vegetables so that he would have lots of fibre and he could shit more so he wouldn't have indigestion.

I should have forced him to bathe more so he would be cleaner and when he is cleaner and nicer smelling, he would be happier.

LEO'S DEAD.

and it's my fault.

I'M EXHAUSTED!

Went out with Paul Twohill




Sexy, right? Even sexier in real life. Come find me tomorrow in the 2M classroom! I'll sign autographs xD Nah, that's me. Like, duh.



Yay, real Dionne! Heh. Was supposed to be doing homework but ended up playing with Ying'er's phone. The game's real fun okay!

Went running around Orchard at like, 3.30? When i say run, i really mean RUN. Ying Ying's much taller than me which means her legs are longer. Therefore, i have to run to keep up with her. We were totally lost. Such losers, right?!

I go to orchard every weekend and so does she but we still got lost. The only place i know well is the Takashimaya area and the Specialist mall area. Oh, and DFS and Far East. I guess it's cause i usually follow my mom around blindly, so i don't remember how to get to where i want to get to. Heh.

Oh, damn. Need to go shower. Ahhh, i stink anyway, running around in long sleeves. BLACK TOO!

Shall continue this tomorrow and go reply Ying Ying and go shower and.. heh heh heh.. SLEEP!

LOVELOVE

I've decided to leave my hair back long. Ever since i entered Cedar in 2005 my hair's been getting shorter and shorter and shorter!

I want a fringe. Don't like my current fringe which i sweep towards the side. What's the point then? I shall cut my fringe short x)

WHAT IF I LOOK TOOT AND CHEENA?! Oh man.

Can someone please reccomend me a good hairdresser who listens to my opinion for once?!

Oh wait, nobody ever reads this anyway. Hah. And even if they do, they show no indication of doing so.

Oh i saw super lots of nice shirts on Forever21's website but the stupid website didn't allow me to take the pictures! Like, mean.

QianYun's doing a blogskin for me! Haha, i always rely on the lovelies around me to do my blogskins. Heh. Badbadbad..

Have i said already that i'm looking forward to school in a sicko way? Yes, I am.

xD

The only thing i'm worried about is my homework. I still have tons. Totally wasted my homeworking mood yesterday.

I'm currently stucked onto english songs. Haha, it's been like this for years. I started out liking english songs, then i liked chinese. Then english. Chinese. Now it's back to english.

Weirdo. Much.

I know why people like living in their own fantasy worlds, without caring about what's going on around them. I know why. Don't you know why?

Try being isolated and friendless. Then you'll know why.

Number of times i went out with anybody from school this june hols: 2
Person: Nicole

Haha, not anybody from my class. Can't wait for 2007.

2 more terms. 100 schooling days. minus the public holidays, hopefully it's about ninety days. I can do ninety days man.

Oh i already have a plan for future holiday jobs. It's much better than working at Macs, Starbucks, Coffeebean, BK, bookstores, cd stores, what have you. My plan is so going to work I tell you.

I'm not gonna reveal what I have in mind. Heh, less competition then.

One day i'm going to leave Singapore. Yes. I will. Don't worry, i won't leave for good. I'm going to come back to mock you. (:

Ok. Seriously need to grow taller so that people will stop bullying me on the MRT. It's terrible how the aunties just pretend as though i'm not there and they push so hard till i get squeezed out of my spot and they're standing right where i was 2 seconds ago.

OIE! I paid MRT fare so i have a right to stand there! GO AWAY! stupid smelly shits. Should watch the way they snatch seats too. It's amusing and helps to pass time while on the ridiculously slow train. GRAH.

I think it has to do with my height and my face. The aunties don't seem to think i have a fierce face as compared to my peers, who always go like, "smile! why so fierce?". SHIT I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP TO BE AN AUNTIE!! I'M GONNA MIGRATE!

I wanna go back to dance. I shall persuade my mom that i'm capable of waking up at 11 and getting to dance class in time, at 1. Then rushing back at 2 for tuition which starts at 3.30. Yes yes yes, i can do it lah!

From now on i shall attempt to cut out my singlish. Please smack me if i use singlish. Or fine me ten cents. Oh wait, don't fine me. I'd rather be smacked than lose my entire allowance.

Thanks ah

like what, 9 days more till school reopens and i've only done less than 10% of my work?! gosh!

time to start working furiously. don't wna owe any more work this term, it's stressful.

everybody's trying to invade my privacy. oh phooey. go away already. can't you see i don't like it? grr..

ok, so i haven't been updating. heh, i'm sorry!

just super lazy alright?

rawr. one week of the holidays is gone! that's like, super fast. and i haven't even gone out. not a single day. oh man. so loser.

the funniest things about blogs is that when they're new, they're updated like, almost everyday. but as time wears on, the blogs only get updated when the people writing them are nagged to. haha. stupid lah.

i wonder why i bother with this. oh yeah, i forgot. i like seeing my words. eh, it's true!

oh yeah, my cousin's going for this 6mth guitar course thing and she brought her guitar home on saturday. i've been hogging it since then despite not knowing how to play the guitar. lol! just playing around with random tunes, figuring out random songs. so silly lah! i went to play the jewel in the palace song on the guitar xD

but it's kinda hurting to the fingers. will wearing plasters help? someone please tell me! fooling around on the guitar is rather addictive.

WHOOEEEYYYYY!!!

random highness. school's quite good for me actually. lazing around at home just builds up my craziness and i get high randomly. seriously! at least in school i can take out my excess energy on my partner or my friends or something. oh wait. friends? LOL. what friends? bah.

ahhhh. i'm losing contact with lots of people. think i'm gonna be some super sad loser lah. nevermind. who cares! i have my familyyyyyy x) they're great ok. seriously. haha, i wonder why some people can go like, "i hate my family! they suck!" blahblah.. learn to cherish them, man! at least your families are like, complete? i hope they are.

i've never even gotten a chance to meet my grandpapa ok! and like, my dad. i was far too young when my parents got divorced that my dad's like, totally wiped out from my memory. but i'm happy! i'm happy with my mom. lol, she's cool.

not many people can say they're moms are cool lah. AHHHH!!! I LOVE MY MOMMY! xD

typical conversation between us would be something like,

dionne: eh, that woman's shoes super ugly.
mom: yeah, her hair also
dionne: we're super bad. every weekend we laugh at people
mom: but really very ugly!

or

dionne: can you please stay hip? like, don't turn into an auntie ok
mom: OF COURSE! i can't imagine! i'd be super scared to be an auntie!

WAHAHAHA. i love!

this is like some post dedicated to my mom -.-" lol. okok, HOMEWORK TIME. i'm a good girl!

I've paid my dues

Time after time I've done my sentence

But committed no crime

And bad mistakesI've made a few

I've had my share of sand kicked in my face

But I've come through

We are the champions - my friends

And we'll keep on fighting - till the end

We are the champions

We are the champions

No time for losers

'Cause we are the champions - of the world

I've taken my bows

And my curtain calls

You brought me fame and fortune and everything that goes with it I thank you all

But it's been no bed of roses

No pleasure cruise

I consider it a challenge before the whole human race

And I ain't gonna lose

We are the champions - my friends

And we'll keep on fighting - till the end

We are the champions -We are the champions

No time for losers

'Cause we are the champions - of the world

I LOVE YOU CATS! I REALLY DO! I MISS EMPOWER U ALREADY! STAY MOTIVATED DARLINGS! WE'LL KEEP IN TOUCH!

post exam is damn boring. we had some funny james person coming in to talk about study skills. anyway, haha, he is super entertaining!

he just doesn't get annoyed, no matter what you say. i think ah, he's just acting lah. anyway, he showed us some uber funny vids. laughed until i wanted to die.

haha, have fun laughing!

i saw sabrina on the bus! oh and, before that, i saw a st nic's bitch. ok, she was walking towards the seat, then she saw 2 st nic's ppl and she rolled her eyes at them, so i am assuming that she is their senior, cause they made the unhappy face at her back. then she sat there in the OUTER seat being all bitchy and prissy and like, not moving in. SELFISH!

and after that when sab got down the bus, she bumped into the girl accidentally. and she rolled her eyes at sab too. like, sab is so freaking light please! she's SO small and skinny! it couldn't have hurt that much ok!

you think you're so high and mighty? you have no rights to be mean to sab ok, because you have fat calves. YUCKS. sab has the slimmest calves ever. grahhhh.. mean woman mean woman mean woman!

OH YES! i forgot to mention, i got my phone back! but the lousy pok repair people didn't repair my phone speakers!! ): i need to send it back! ):

i got like, c5 for chinese this year. please congratulate me. it's an improvement! last year was c6!

anyway, i have 3 As, 2 Bs and 3 Cs. so, yeah. that's all i remember. too busy watching macbeth and lazing all over the hall floor. it's freezing cold in there!

the TL henna woman screwed up me and jedi's hand. asshole. luckily we asked her to draw on the inside. i'll be hiding my palms for the next few weeks. looks like shit. smells like shit too.

gtg. bye loves! (:

cut my hair! a total of 6 people said i look more feminine with this hairstyle. haha, the truth is, i don't like it, at all. really. it sucks, alot.

i hate stubborn hair stylists! my hair is like, lopsided. i was telling the guy that it's longer on the left side, and he was like, no lah! where got! then he didn't wna cut anymore. asshole. now i have to live with the shit hairstyle, not him. oh wait, it's not even a hairstyle. it's just a haircut.

irritating shit. i feel like cutting again, but i'm afraid it'll do even more damage. and like, haircuts cost money!

GAH

my hair is lopsided!! ): i do not like it.

there was choir today and i was all ): about it the whole day. and turns out they just asked us to go so that we could vote for choir tee designs and also to check if our gowns need alteration. THEY SHOULD HAVE TOLD US! i had to waste time and space bringing that fugly thing. i could have just tried it on at home and told you that i needed no alterations whatsoever!

i'm irritated cause of my hair, ok. don't annoy me any further by saying, "eh, your hair ah, like shit". actually, that hasn't happened yet. a few people said they like it. haha, maybe i have weird taste. whatever.

nic baby, jem bruff you ok. i'm not kinky. he started it! really. make him check his chatlogs. anyway, haha, i shall put the jokes up here. if you have a tendency to go EEEEEE! at "dirty" jokes, stop reading.

why do guys fart louder?


because they have a microphone and two speakers between their legs! :D haha, funny? FUNNY?! i think it's damn funny!

okok, one more.

A China girl visiting New York went into a worldwide message center wanting to send an urgent important message to her mother in China. The Italian guy at the counter told her it would cost around US$100. She exclaimed, " I don't have that kind of money, but I will do anything to get a message to my mother in China!"

The Italian smiled, arched an eyebrow and asked, "Anything?" Yes, I promise.. anything! " she said. With that, the Italian said, " Follow me." He led her to the next room and said, "Come in and close the door". " Get down on your knees!" he ordered. She did. " Unzip me !" he said. She did. Then he said, " Go on.. take it out.

She did and grabbed it with both hands excitedly. The Italian closed his eyes and & whispered, " Go ahead girl, what are you waiting for?" Ms China girl slowly brought her lips closer and said loudly, "Hello....hello Ah Ma!!!..can you hear me?!"

HAHAHA!

OH YES! we're going concert on sunday! it's a bit last minute. like, they think we have no plans? but whatever, i shall buy the new tops i've been wanting. do you know what my mom said to me?!

*mom looking at me for a super long time*

dionne: what?! why are you looking at me?!
mom: oh, nothing. i think you should buy new clothes.

HAHA! i love my mom! she used to force me to go out, like, in the holidays. she was like, "not going out today? go out lah! don't always stay at home! now she makes me buy clothes. hahaha! GOODGOODGOOD. i shall go this saturday.

NICOLE, BABY! wna go shopping? :D

HELLO! i'm annoyed cause i have alot to blog about. and i still haven't shifted the sports day pics! nevermind, ignore them.

i have a sexy gay bestie! x) haha, went out with nic dear yesterday and i decided at swensen's that i wanted a gay bestie and he has to be hot(duh!), eurasian, nice, gay! oh and haha, being rich is a plus factor.

i found my lovely gay bestie at cine! he was at some restaurant and i saw him while going up the escalator. so i told nic baby and she was like, "he's chinese lah" then i said, "no! see! his hair! and his eyes! and his nose! and his mouth!" cause at this point of time i was too excited to talk in proper sentences already. anyway, whatever is here isn't very accurate cause i don't really remember what i talked yesterday. she wanted to take a photo but i didn't let her. NONONO! haha! that's wrong!

anyway, haha, thanks justin! you're the only one who thinks i'll ever see my gay bestie again! other people just go like, "haha, too bad. you'll never see him aain." ): pfft.

so anyway, we're going kbox tomorrow! haha, we are kbox virgins so we are going to devirginize our kbox selves tomorrow. but so far nobody else can make it! only me and nic baby. ): nobody wants to go out with us? i mean, like, HELLO?! it's US you know?! grr..

i think i shall put a password on my blog. but passwords on blogger are apparently lanpok and easy to hack. that's shit. but diaryland's hard to use and nobody's helping me with my stupid html shits. so i shall just go back to using blogspot.

anyway, please tell me if you wna go kbox tomorrow and i shall decide if you're nice enough to come. xD KIDDING LAH! PLEASE GO! MORE PEOPLE = MORE FUN!

oh and anyway, yingying, i decided not to get that wallet anymore. i thought it was white and gold but apparently, my memory failed me. it's black and gold. so! ahaha, tell lingyu and her mysterious present receiver not to worry.

lol, terribly sorry for changing blogs over and over again. now i shall run off to inform people of the new blog add.

anyway, i shall try to move the sports day post over here where the pictures can be resized to something resembling a normal picture instead of gigantic thingies. :)

Haha, hello! Ok, i know i'm terrible cause i keep changing. Never mind, don't really care.

I wanted it to be unfabulous.diaryland.com but that username was taken! ): so i changed it to unglamourous :D

What's the point of having two days off if you have to go back one of the days and do silly art photoshop crap? Damn irritating i tell you. And we went back one hour earlier for english during which i did nothing but prance around the classroom stealing sweets from ling yu and talking nonsense. Yes, i know i'm good.

So looking forward to holidays! One entire week of no school. Actually that's not true. I have to go back so many days too. CHEAT!

So many people went east coast today. I didn't even know my friends had plans to go there. Two friends actually. Oh well, since i wasn't invited i can't do anything. :D who cares? They're bimbos. It's too hard to be normal around bimbos. After 15 minutes with them your voice starts to go high-pitched and squealy too. Woah that's scary.

I should be in school right now but choir was CANCELLED! YAY! Haha, i love it when choir's cancelled! It means no running in choir tee and skirt(?!), no standing for hours on end, not having to worry that any second chye will ask us to sing one by one, not having to memorise scores, not having to smell smelly socky music room, not having to have sectionals. Haha! But choir's fun other than having to put up with these la.

Ok, it's getting rambly. Bah. Whatever.

SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME WITH THE HTML SHITTY THINGS! I CAN'T FOR THE LIFE OF ME FIGURE OUT A SINGLE HTML CODE! ):